Awww you guys are the tits. My stats are booming!!
Why did I just pay for a membership on okc.
Omggggg I’m so lonely it’s pathetic. And yes lol it backfired big time. I called my fave sub. My sweet one , is just ideal. He’s actually only by phone. I wish he lived here. He’s such a good listener.
If I basically take my dumb texting and probs to my subs I don’t to my master.
Then again shouldn’t my bf be a person that should listen? He has a strong issue with me getting into his head. Only I’m never getting into his head. Lol. Who the fuck doesn’t fuck a woman who is famous for being desired ? I mean literally I thought maybe he was leading a double like life. At one point.
He says . You just can’t believe it’s you that is the problem. I’m like no I actually can’t.
Not when you say you went to military school but at least you’re not a fanatic like blowing up things like McVeigh.
Is it me or do you think the bar is a little far from sane on that one?
Don’t we want to be like … Not competing with psychos??
Ughhh if only he wasn’t such a dick. And so dumb. We see are just a much ado about nothing. If he fucked me we wouldn’t be having issues.
We have issues vis a vis I don’t get fucked.
My fucking life is pathetic , lonely and sucks. I reconnected with my French guy omg he’s so cute.
You want to know what it’s like having the worst Asshole BF?
I don’t think it’s a secret that my life is at best a ….nightmare, chaotic vs my temperament (to those whom know me you know I have an unstoppable optimism , a peace about me that seems to match my outward unfair life happenings)
And if you want to pause and scroll down to READ ME , then read up to now and read this you’ll be up to speed.
I have been a careful tenant and happy in my home. Quite a contrast to my E93rd st place which I was clearly being bullied. Fines for smoking in a smoking building, trash (which I countered wth how do you know it’s my trash as it’s illegal to search my trash) and I was finally dearly kicked out.
By a female stalker call. Of a gross overstatement and lie and chose to not fight and leave.
I bought my father and met my angel , my realtor. Who found my home. On the E70s.
She made sure they’d be good to me. And they were …
But things from the past couple of years came back to haunt me.
I knew a few things moving in here
1. Ok I am 40. I cannot survive my father the way he had for the last 20 years. *
2 . This is the home.
3. I am going to somehow come up with a way to end my father in my life fiscally.
I achieved these goals. Though.my father rejects my plan. Though everything is going according to plan.
My large scale business plan to monopoly take over, is unofficially green lit. I have a mentor. The right people approve!
It’s been hard to hear my father will disinherit me. And not help me if in trouble. This means if we are fucked he’ll let myself and him fuck us and then blame me.
But I won’t. 😕
NOW comes the great part.
I’ve been AND I WANT TO SAY THIS ONLY ONE TIME AS THIS IS A COMMON PRACTICE ….
I AM BEING ATTEMPTED TO BE ILLEGALLY EVICTED.
What does this mean?
It is when the landlord circumvents the court system , serves by registered mail , thru lawyers and mgmt BULL shit violations of the lease.
Let’s put it this way. If you look up as a landlord on Google how to try to evict a tenant illegally , it actually says “unless your in NYC , where it’s near impossible to cheat tenants and the law favours the tenant , you could get away wth …….”
In the ….. It features the way they’re doing it to me.
Guess what sucks? My father could care less, almost would’ve gotten us into deeper trouble by ACTUALLY HIRING A LAWYER FOR 4K.SEPARATELY FROM ME (how the fuck does this look) and this is directly because of his irrational actions, the emails he was sending to make it look like we were not one , that he would do anything to get out of this …
That is why they targeted him..Because he wss falling into their traps.
When i say my father has only brought danger into my life. Ok not.kidding.
Why did I call this why I need you more than ever?
YOU AREN’T JUST MY SUPPORT. YOU ARE MY SOLACE. YOU ARE MY REASON I GET UP IN THE MORNING.
I AM TOTALLY UTTERLY ALONE. AND I HAVE NEVER NEEDED YOU MORE. I AM SO SCARED. I AM NOT YET FISCALLY INDEPENDENT YET. MY LEASE IS UP IN NOV 30TH.
YES I’VE REPLIED TO THIS PHONY THING. BUT RIGHT NOW I NEED HELP.
1. MAKE APPTS WITH ME
2. DO YOU.KNOW ANYTHING OR CAN OFFER MANHATTAN APT BELOW 86TH ST?’
3 LEGAL HELP.
YOUR DISCRETION IS PRECIOUS AND I ASSURE YOU FOREVER WILL BE.
IF YOU WANT ME TO KEEP GOING I WILL BUT THE SAME AS I’VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE… CAN YOU PULL THRU FOR ME?
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING A PART OF MY PLAN TO FINALLY HAVE A LIFE AS A FUNCTIONING DISABLED WOMAN WHO HAPPENS TO BE THE SEXIEST LADY YOU ADORE LOL
AWAY FROM MY FATHER AND CLEAN UP MY CREDIT …I NEED ONE YEAR TO DO IT! Please…
NO HARM IN FINDING OUT WHAT IT WOULD BE TO CHANGE THE COURSE OF ONE PERSONS LIFE IN 40 YEARS WHO JUST WANTS A CHANCE AT LIFE AND TO COME SO CLOSE!
Love you all…💓