After the Rain

Real fucking good looking guy over the weekend let me tell you I gave him a good DDR discount and we had some serious fun it was great but as you will know I would never gonna not be transparent and upfront did everything I do I get off guys. Including the discussion 10 blocks from here disco has got an extra bedroom ! So we plan to go all night and then the morning go to the place right ? 
 So the hours were coming to a close we could appeal could only pay for two hours at that point so he has to we proceed and all of a sudden came he came like it comes every single time you watch that fucking episode of Seinfeld for you can’t do that on television maybe it’s a guilty pleasure like numbers place you know what’s happening. He says I thought you were digging me so I assumed you were having a Pak amigos no me of the bay . I said you realize that every single thing that I said what happened happens? This was much lost on him since he was doing Coke which by the way gotta tell you that is definitely a good reason as to why I’m in a bad pussy poor mood meet Carlos

the third one oh my god if you read it I wish you would read this was my favorite . Just kidding LOL. this was a guy that hit himself so much that the only people he could relate to what damage to little prostitutes. So of course he didn’t like what did offer me is there being back for a month and a guys that’s really all I need I need like a month or two would be awesome you know and some you know I really just need space to be able to work I do not have to work okay in your home oh my god just don’t want you to disrespect anyone I have to leave or I am not only are they kicking me out because of the fact that I’ve been asking them to for the past two years it just occurred to them that I can’t stay here and now not only have they made my life hell the minute life hell during the times that I work the midlife hell in areas that make me very healthy very okay 
 So Todd is they like to say is gone but the breaking wind getting rid of Adderall that could save my career right now, and constantly thinking that when I’m texting I’m interested in UG H 

For now the men that have lied, manipulated the situations because they actuallyn are the guys who think it’s the opposite….the stuff in say? Yup. Not true v 
I’m not your fucking damaged flunkies,I.can’t possibly say yes to”will you be my girl?” Now. 

And butty … Why? Let me guess. After I’m telling you about the fact that service is not at least till we 9n.clauses. That secure.the fact that….

 That I won’t wake up with you in my bed like I have four times in the last 18 years not because of the fact that I even thought I would get myself noticed  and e,posed. 2 times strangers. Or strange friends. 2 .ugh

Help me. 



$350 a.week

1mos,3mos. Is the goal. 


Soon I.will tell exactly what is happening. Trust…I could die..if one or two people that are around these” aides”that keep me well…

Sigh. My doctor said we are talking risk too early. 

Still sexy tho

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